Currently Reading: The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne
Even after having a few weeks to mull over Slaughterhouse Five, I’m still not sure
what my opinion of the book is.
Again, this could be in part because back to back
Vonnegut books is a lot to take if you’re not big on books with little plot or
character development, which I'm not. And I think I was extra
frustrated with this aspect of Vonnegut’s writing because this seemed like such
a rich area of history for a compelling story. I’d never heard of the bombing of
Dresden before despite having studied World War II rather extensively and I was
pretty excited to read an inside perspective on the event. Instead, I got
jostled and thrown around different eras at random - with an alien kidnapping and zoo thrown in for good measure - like someone riding a
particularly bumpy, upsetting roller coaster. Much like at the end of such a
roller coaster, I’m not sure how I feel at the end of this novel. Did I actually
enjoy that? Or am I just proud that I survived it?
I believe I found Slaughterhouse
Five unsatisfying because I hate finishing a book and thinking, “What?!” and that’s exactly what I did.
As a point of pride, I like when I understand whatever the author was hoping to
convey in his novel by the time I finish it. After all, I’m an English major. I
should have the skills to do just that. So when I turn the last page of a novel
and find myself wondering what the hell the author was trying to do, it upsets
me on two levels. One: I have no closure and two: my English major pride has
been hurt. Damn you, Vonnegut.
Because I don’t get it. Seriously, I really don’t.
Well… Strike that. I somewhat get it. I understand the message he’s trying to convey. Partly because it’s essentially the same one presented
in The Sirens of Titan and partly
because he practically beats you over the head with it in the dozens of
repetitions of the phrase, “So it goes.” Again, the message is that it’s
pointless to try to control and understand the world around you so instead of
getting upset, you should simply take things as they come.
But I want to vent about what I didn’t understand. The basic foundation for the plot. Why did Vonnegut introduce the idea of
time travel and aliens into this story? Was it really necessary to introduce
this concept of everything in life being in a state of past, present, and
future at one time (Hello chrono-synclastic infundibula concept from Sirens! Nice to see you again you
confusing fictional, physics theory.)? Why on Earth did Vonnegut feel it was
useful to have his character kidnapped by aliens and thrown into an alien zoo?
How was that relevant at all?
What was even more confusing to me was the time traveling
aspect of the novel. All I wanted to know the whole book was whether or not the
time travel was legit. Was the protagonist, Billy Pilgrim, actually traveling
through time? Or was this simply a way for Vonnegut to highlight another part
of his theme? After all, if everything is happening both in the past and the
present, then you can simply focus on the better parts of your life to allow
you to accept the bad parts since they are all happening at one time anyways…
if that makes any sense. What better way to emphasize focusing on other parts
of your life than to have the protagonist literally travel to those parts of
life periodically? If Billy Pilgrim actually is traveling through time, not
just looking back or forward, I have one burning question: how did he get the ability to travel through time???
I know that this shouldn’t be what’s bugging me weeks later,
but come on! How does he not explain this? I’m just supposed to accept that
this guy happens to have the ability to time travel and just coincidentally is
chosen to be a specimen in an alien zoo?
Or is Billy Pilgrim just crazy and none of the alien stuff
actually happened?
To me, this feels like when I finished The Sun Also Rises and was utterly confused about why the main
character didn’t just sleep with the love of his life… until about a month
later my English teacher just dropped in randomly that the main character was
impotent. Light bulb switched on and suddenly everything clicked. I’d really
like the missing piece of information for Slaughterhouse
Five that will have the same effect. Anyone have it for me? Please?